A Change in Tune

You guys, It is July 15, 2019 at 3:26 pm. I just had the biggest realization. I am made and built for more than what I am doing. I say this in the most humble way possible to. When I first started this blog I had no clue what it would turn into or why the heck I had even started it. I was in a place where I just wanted to connect and talk to the people closest to me and all at once and what better way, right? I had neglected it for awhile and now I've been back. Still not as consistent but I'm here.

As many of you know I am a reseller and have my own online store and it has been nothing short of amazing! I have met so many amazing people along the way and I have experienced and learn so much. I am learning everyday more about myself too. You never really understand how self-aware you can get until you work at least 8 hrs a day by yourself. I will continue to do this because of the great income and freedom it provides but ya'll, I am meant for so much more then this.

As I was just taking pictures of some cute outfits I started to think. Not just daze off but really think about who I am and what the heck Gods purpose for me in this world is. I know that we all have a purpose and my everyday 'morning routine' is me praying that God will show me. I've finally had a back through, and I'm still praying it's in the right direction but I feel a sense of security, hope and excitement when thinking of what it could be. I LOVE people. All my life I have been drawn to people and I feel I can talk to anyone. I love engaging in conversation with anyone. That weird guy that you dodge in the office? Yeah, give me an hour and a cold brew and I'll talk to him! I want people to experience the Love and Joy that Jesus gives me everyday just by talking to me. I want to show people him. I want to help people with life. I want to pursue to connect with people and be there for them in different ways and find what the best route is. I know God will direct me where ever he wants to put me.

I also want to bring more awareness to being married young. I've slacked on talking about that but I shouldn't because it's such a huge part of me, like the biggest part of my life! Being married young is good, for the right reasons though. I want to talk to young girls ( a.k.a my age) and let them know it's so good. I'm not sugar coating anything, it is freakin hard but SO good! I love being married and especially at my age. There are so many pros and cons and depending on the people, it can seriously become the most amazing thing. You definitely grow up a little faster but that's not always a bad thing, especially when you're with the love of your life. Our future looks bright, we're ahead of the game, we've screwed things up sooner so we can bounce back quicker then we would have if it would've been later. Ahh I'll have to do another post about it but there is so much good, and a little ugly that I want to talk about.

I am sincerely excited and can't wait to see where God takes me in the future and the direction I go. I had to tell ya'll. Please pray that whatever happens and whatever God wants me to do will be done to the best of my ability and that I'll get more clarity. I'm always a ring away or a DM away if anyone ever wants to talk. Again, I may be young but I think God has blessed me with cheerful wisdom beyond my years to help people. love you guys!

Leila