Hello

Hello reader, hello all, welcome to a new chapter. A new chapter welcoming in so many things and questioning them all at the same time.my head is turned, it's spinning frantically if only there were a way that I could stop it. To stop time and take a step back. To breathe in and breathe out without thinking too hard about  anything else. With these hard times that have came my mind is in a cloud, a cloud that is so big it moves with you and doesn't let you out. But, it's  only temporary. It's a temporary cloud. As my brother has passed away these are the hellos that I have.

Hello questions. Hello grief. Hello sadness. Hello mental breakdowns, youre back. Hello clouds of darkness. Hello confusion. Hello all things that are unfair. Hello anger. Hello hatred. Hello disbelief.  Hello, you are not welcome.

As my mind wonders, I also have hellos to many goods. I have hellos that are sweet. Hellos that help me to reminisce. Hellos that are reminders of this sweet Man. Hellos that are good for the soul.

Hello Peace. Hello love. Hello trust. Hello Faith. Hello future. Hello memories. Hello my dreams of you. Hello, The Lords presence. Hello friends. Hello family. Hello warm hugs. Hello closeness. Hello healing. Hello celebrating my brothers life. 

There are so many more Hellos. Both good and bad. But the good are my favorite, the Hellos that he would want me to make. This will be a rollercoaster for the family and I but we have the biggest support system and we have the ultimate healer and guide. The Lord. Where would we be without him? No life would've ever been taken because no life would've ever been. 

To everyone reading this, thank you. Thank you for taking the time to read this and to show me how much I mean just by taking a few minutes to read and care about what I have to say. Even if I don't know you. YOU are an example of what caring, and love is. This past couple days have opened up my eyes. God is in front of me saying "Look at all the people that I need to call home that don't know me yet, talk to them, speak to them." That's what I intend on doing 

The Lord plans everything for a reason. I say that Aarons reason here on earth was to be an example. An example of what to do and what not to do. He was an example of how to lighten things up in dark situations, choose love, choose laughter, choose the Lords grace and mercy. Don't, fade away too quick. Trust in the Lord always because He will provide. If your heart is just and right then that is more important then what sacrifices you make. He looks at your heart and I know he has one of the biggest hearts in heaven with him, looking down on me and saying " you go baby girl I'm so proud of you" with a smirk of course. 

Please, to honor my brother think of donating to help us out for his funeral funds. Do not be sad but be grateful for his life just as we try to pass in this hard time. Thank you again❤️

Go Fund Me Aaron ❤️